Walking on eggshells

I still have no idea who wrote it - but I've narrowed it down a little. I'm looking for someone in middle school, and since middle school English is in the same classroom as Art, whoever wrote that note was probably in English. I asked Emily if everyone was sitting where they were on Monday, and she said yes, so once I get Tera to show me exactly where she found the note, I can (hopefully) narrow it down even more to the people who where sitting around there.

But I'm still really worried. Was I even meant to find it? What if whoever it was was just doodling, or threatening Derek? Or, even worse, why would whoever it was write it? And if it's someone horrible (Like Clay - gag gag gag) what am I supposed to do? Does that mean he likes me or whatever? It's just WEIRD! I walk around school, and I can't trust anyone. Tera is the only one in the world that knows what it is...I'm still really freaked out.

Fortunately, it hasn't interfered too much with my jumping - even if Gabby and I did knock down that wall on Tuesday. She is so sweet, I wish I could own her. I love going on trail rides with her, and cantering along the paths through the trees. It feels like you're flying! For anyone who hasn't ridden, I feel sorry for you. It is just amazing. There's nothing like it.

Natasha

I never thought this would happen.....

I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tera, a good friend of mine, is part homeschooled, but she had art yesterday, while I was in Nature Studies. When she saw me at orchestra later, she gave me a note! She said she had found it on the floor of her art classroom. It said; ' Dear Natasha, I (Heart-shape) u very much! (Heart-shape) Derik. p.s. I think you saw me today! :-) I am very excited 4 Romeo and Juliet! Hugs & more! (Heart-shape) Derik'

His name isn't even spelled right, so I KNOW he didn't write it.......but who did? I've made Tera swear not to tell, and I only told Mira (another girl in orchestra) that it was about a boy liking a girl, and that I didn't want it to get around school that I found it, 'cause then it would be really awkward. I mean, seriously!!!! I have this weird queasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's sort of creepy: Someone drops it on the floor right where Tera sits, they know she has orchestra after art, knew she was my friend....and would give it to me.....

I have absolutely 0 idea who wrote it - except it couldn't have been Brad - he doesn't write in text-message. The 'J' in 'Juliet' was very distictive, and the & was also very unique. I am freaked, freaked, freaked, freaked, freaked, freaked, freaked, freaked!!!!! If I do find who wrote it, what's going to happen? OMG. I've got to go.......I have testing in 40 minutes.

Natasha